gentle men ask

for twenty three four seasons so

knowing a body and knowing how bodies rose and change she knows there is a body rising and falling away

knowing she a body and knowing the limits of body how body arises changes and falls away does she know being a body and this is the body arising this is the body falling away

gentle men pause to ask

how are you feeling
is this ok
i want do you want
me to

knowing eyes and seeing taking light and knowing light as seen she looks out the airplane window
sees light and turns away
sees two aurorae
torn from her pupilae
hover and burn and stay

when my heart beats in
everything gets blurry
for a beat

my blood pulses and
my vision gets blurry
next pulse clear

for twenty three years or so
knowing tightening loosening raining away

now to carry those parts

without whir
the charger burnt
is that so

body
like a shelf
for electronics

in a basement that got flooded
so

question not asked
really

if you went to the shop of the senses
and the clerk said you can buy all but one
which would you choose not to buy

rose buds and turns and petals away rose budding pluck it dew

white pills
gentle men

the difference between dying and winter is
the flashing

let me see you white pill